Well after the whole London ordeal, several things changed which kinda put my real life upside down. From emotional problems (definitely not a la Shinji/Evangelion), laziness (the usual), end-of-school-period nearing and general bad situations.
HOWEVER!
After traveling through my head in a “search for myself” through deep meditation, a lot of catch-up sleeping and reading manga, I think I’m almost back to 100%.
During these travels I realized I’m in a state of boredom and have this feeling that I have nothing to do, or plainly refuse to do anything because it’s boring. And I have to kick that out of my head before I start thinking eating falls into that category (though I admit that I haven’t eaten a lot this week).
My conclusion fell upon that my Hikokimori-field was degrading and that I was craving for the outside world, how shitty it may be in this neighborhood. But that’ll be a story for another day.